"Tell Me That Things Will Be Okay"
Ugh!!! Why? Why?! Why am I feeling this way? I thought I was over you…I guess I was wrong…

Ugh!!! Why? Why?! Why am I feeling this way? I thought I was over you…I guess I was wrong…



Honestly don’t think this will matter to any of you, but I’ve gotta get this off my chest…. 

There are so many reasons to why I wish I could go back in time and slap myself in the face with a metal chair!! I started thinking about Brad (my crush, who’ve I’ve known since 6th grade) the other day and I believe I made the BIGGEST mistake last year. I’ve liked him since 8th grade, and I kinda had been in denial about it until last year. At winter formal, I kept insisting that he and I should dance —which did work— but I wasn’t sure if he felt the same way as I did. Plus I never saw him much last year. Well, that night was awesome…but some weeks later, I met my freaking ex! When I started dating him, Brad wouldn’t really talk to me much…
UGH!!!!!!! I made such a mistake, didn’t I? I think I might have ruined my chances…
…I did see Brad all this year, and we’ve talked more, so I dunno what that means —and he gave me his number—
So what could this mean? Do I still have a chance?
…Oh Brad, I’m so sorry if I hurt you…



Yeah, that’s pretty much how it is 

Yeah, that’s pretty much how it is 