Hey, I'm DeZerae :)
I'm 18 and yes, I'm single.
Born and raised in California.
I listen to mainly Hardcore, but I will occasionally listen to other genres.
I love to read, write and draw :3

My idol is the front man of In The Name Of: Tyler Small <3
(Please check them out if you haven't already!)

Feel free to ask me whatever you'd like, whenever you'd like: I'd love to hear from any one of you!

Welcome to my mind...

 

Probably the only guy I know that will make a stupid face with me for a picture. I love him! XD

Probably the only guy I know that will make a stupid face with me for a picture. I love him! XD

Not going to lie, this one has to be my favorite from tonight 😍

Not going to lie, this one has to be my favorite from tonight 😍

This is what I&#8217;m going to do to Tyler Small whenever I get to meet him  (Taken with GifBoom)

This is what I’m going to do to Tyler Small whenever I get to meet him (Taken with GifBoom)

Honestly don’t think this will matter to any of you, but I’ve gotta get this off my chest….

There are so many reasons to why I wish I could go back in time and slap myself in the face with a metal chair!! I started thinking about Brad (my crush, who’ve I’ve known since 6th grade) the other day and I believe I made the BIGGEST mistake last year. I’ve liked him since 8th grade, and I kinda had been in denial about it until last year. At winter formal, I kept insisting that he and I should dance —which did work— but I wasn’t sure if he felt the same way as I did. Plus I never saw him much last year. Well, that night was awesome…but some weeks later, I met my freaking ex! When I started dating him, Brad wouldn’t really talk to me much…
UGH!!!!!!! I made such a mistake, didn’t I? I think I might have ruined my chances…
…I did see Brad all this year, and we’ve talked more, so I dunno what that means —and he gave me his number—
So what could this mean? Do I still have a chance?
…Oh Brad, I’m so sorry if I hurt you…

I’m still so confused about my crush. I can’t understand what he’s trying to do. He teases me a lot, and I’ve heard that’s a sign that a guy likes you, but I dunno… I always feel like I annoy the heck out of him, but I guess I must not because why else does he still put up with me?

Ahhhhh! It’s times like these that I wish I meet someone else, and see if my crush is even worth it!

Yeah, I love this feeling:

Crushing on two different guys and not knowing what to do…
I’ve liked one of them longer than the other…and I’ve known him since sixth grade…
And the other I just met this year -_-
…I’m awful…